in the middle of the night

Well well, good evening my friends.. I am sitting here in the middle of the night (4th of July), went to bed about an hour ago or so but I couldnt sleep... Next to me, still in my bed and asleep, is Antonia. Alot has happened since the last time I wrote and there is so much I want to tell everyone so.. Lets get started!

antonia

Last week Tonia finally arrived! It feels like it was ages since we met last time and it has been really fantastic to have her here again! Our lives merge together in a very harmonic manner and her presence intoxicates me with euphoria. Things started off in a surprisingly comfortable way, her luggage got lost during the flight so she did not have alot to carry, hurray for that! Luckily, the airline called me alittle later and told me they had it, so we had it delivered and nothing was lost.

soulmates

We have talked alot about everything and nothing, one evening we started to talk about soulmates, how she defined them and how I didnt believe that people were "meant to be with eachother". But ofcourse I do believe that some people get along alot better with certain people, and some lucky individuals happen to meet other people who they get along extremely well with, Antonia and I for example. After some discussion we came to the conclusion that a soulmate is a person whom you share valuation, understanding and insight with. One person can have many soulmates. I have Ias, I have fyrk0 and I have Antonia.
That chat we had really felt special to me.

worries

Inbetween all the amazingly happy moments we have shed some tears together; pain, worries, memories and guilt have been the cause of that. I am so happy that we can talk about stuff as openly as we do, I dont know how things would turn out if we couldnt.
One thing that freaked her out alittle was the fact that her period was very late, we visited Ungdomsmottagningen in Västerås to ask some questions regarding pregnancy and sexually transmitted diseases.. We were calmed down about the whole late period thing and we booked a time to check ourselves for STD's (Friday the 11th), going there ofcourse made me nervous like hell and I think that I will be pretty damn nervous on friday too, Im so glad Antonia will be there with me! :)
In the end of the day we went to get a pregnancy test just in case, she is (luckily) not pregnant!

daily chores

Cooking, cleaning, laundry, eating, shopping.....
I ENJOY IT! Its amazing how one person can change the boredom-factor in a duty so drasticly. Everything feels so worthwhile nowadays, its pleasant. We always make really tasty dishes and I enjoy it so incredibly much.. We have made pies, gratains, soups, cookies (gona send some to Adri!) and alot more and its so much fun!
Buying groceries together is also great fun, we do it almost everyday and I have a great time doing so... Sometimes we look at other stuff, such as clothing and we have both bought some really nice clothes, we found her some really really beautifull dresses and GOD she looks great in them!

media

While we eat we usually watch stuff together, we have seen some really interesting shows together, for example How I met your Mother and Naruto. HIMYM is a comedyshow while Naruto is an Anime about love, loneliness, revange, passion, hate, dreams (etc, etc).. A very emotional show.. She didnt think she would like it but I sort of made her watch a couple of episodes and now she is pretty hooked, I am so proud and happy about that! ;)

She is somewhat addicted to a bunch of reality-shows and ofcourse she wants to share whatever she finds interesting with me; that she has done by showing me several talent-show performances, which some of have been really really great to watch!

When it comes to movies, we have seen some really touching ones, Into the Wild, Sweet November and Resurrecting the Champ. I really recommend all of them if you havent seen them, they are truly amazing.
Argh, this is the problem about writing blogs in the middle of the night, I would like to write more about them and how I connect to them, but Im just too tired right now... :P

We have also watched some more Starcraft games from the Averatec-Intel Classic 2008 Season 1 tournament and I am looking forward to see Never(T) vs Shuttle(P) and Jaedong(Z) vs Lomo(T) on sunday! It makes me really happy to watch Starcraft games with Antonia because she also finds it exciting..

gaming



www.blizzard.com - just click here already if you havent seen it already!!!!! DIABLO3!!! The whole world celebrates!

After seeing it, Antonia and I craved for hack & slashing, we desired loot! >> Installed Diablo2.
I made a shapeshift druid and she made a sorcerer, we didnt play very much yet though.
I have played pretty much Dota the last few days with harl3qin and it really is great fun! Sometimes Antonia joins and I love it when she does, today she totally kicked ass and I get so ridiculously proud!
A huge update was released the other day in Tibia and I havent even bothered to login to check it out <proud>.

irrelevant

Im so tired right now. Just went to give Toni a kiss on her forhead, she woke up. I love her so much! I am thinking about going to bed now... Hmm, yeah, I will.. But I wont post this just yet, I'll continue to write tomorrow. Goodnight!

24 hours later..

Well well, now its in the middle of the night again and Im totally beat so Im going to bed again, too tired to write too much right now :P
Today we have watched the Fast and the Furious movies and I love them so much, they are really great and Toni thinks so also :) We have also really OWNED together in Dota! Harbringer/Silencer/Witch Doctor/Centaur.. We have had so much fun with that! Aaah I love to own!!! And I hate to lose :P Well well, goodnight again!

sunday morning

Alright, so today I have to finish this damn entry :P Its sunday atm, 2.30 PM and I am watching the latest games in the Averatec-Intel Classic 2008 tournament. Tasteless is finally back! :)
Never(T) vs Shuttle(P) and Jaedong(Z) vs Lomo(T) are playing today, its gona be very exciting! And now when they are so far into the tournament, Bluestorm is gona be the second map (in BO3) and I love it :D
Well well, I guess it is about time that I tell you some more about the last few days in my life.

elias

Since Antonia arrived, I have ofcourse had alot of beautiful days and moments, one of the most significant is when we went to visit Elias and my mom together.
We walked down to Centrum to get picked up by mom, but before we went to the parkinglot we went to buy my mom a flower, she really deserves that after everything she has done for me so I wanted her to feel appreciated and loved, unfortunately though, it was during a weekend and the shops had closed early. So, no flower for mom that day, I did get her one some days later though, a really beautiful one and I hope she liked it :) When we sat down in the car, a huge smile appeared on Antonias face and it made me really happy to see. We went to moms place, talked some in the car and had a good time together, Elias had got his wheelchair and I hope that he will be able to go streetracing with it sometime soon because he looks so cool in it ;D We sat down on the kitchenfloor and played alot with Elias, playing with a ball and some utensils. He was laughing alot, Antonia was laughing alot, I laughed alot, I loved it so much..
Before we went there I was quite nervous about the whole thing, Toni isnt much for children and I didnt want her to be all bored when I introduced her to one of the most important people in my life, but to my relief, she had an amazingly wonderful time!

the scam

Some time ago I sold lots of celesta items and accounts to a "friend" of mine, he still owes me 3.200kr (320euro~) and I have been waiting for months for the payment.. He is now ignoring me so yesterday I decided to take the account back till he pays the rest of the money (wich I doubt he will). The account is worth alot less than the money he owes me so I bet he wont even care. Damn. I really needed that money. Oh well. Aerin Slarus and Elder Shildo are back!



Achievements:
+ First druid to Main in Saphira. [Shildo]
+ First druid to reach level 50. [Shildo]
+ First player to reach Magic Level 50. [Shildo]
+ Lvl 100+ Without a single death. [Aerin]
+ Annihilator at level 100. [Aerin]

If anyone is interested in buying the account, let me know. If anyone wants to sell premium account for Saphira/Celesta cash let me know.

a bracing walk

We were on our way to ICA to buy some groceries. On the way, we decided to jump/run through a fountain. That was fun. After that, I wanted to take her somewhere...



We walked passed the trainstation, talking about houses, gardens, facades and how we want our future house to be. We walked to a bridge that took us over to an island, where we sat down and looked out over the water.. It is a really beautiful place that I have been looking forward to show her, we walked down to the water, sat down and I pointed with my arm at alittle raft with a cabin ontop of it and told her that it was a hotel where I want us to stay at one day. Inside that cabin there is a tunnel down to a room of which all the walls are transparent, in that room there is a bed, aaah I really wanna take her there someday!
We sat there for some time and just enjoyed the view and eachothers company, then moved on to the harbor-cafe and bought icecream. It was a really beautiful day and I was so happy to be there with her, we plan on going there again sometime soon and spend some hours there, reading for eachother or take a swim.

swim

We decided to go to a indoor swimming pool, Lögarängen. While I was leading the way I decided to take alittle detour to walk by the marina - I want to have a sailing boat one day. After a pretty long walk we arrived and entered, it was alot cheaper than we expected and not long afterwards we were in the pool and swam some lanes. It started to rain so we went to the outdoorpool to stand in the pool and kiss in the rain, it was beautiful, but very very cold xD God she is so sexy in a bikini O_O;

basket & duckhunt

We have played basketball! fyrk0, Ias, Antonia and I played some together and it was great fun! I have also played some with 7ur3 and fyrk0 a couple of times. I suck so much :)

A somewhat less common sport is duckhunting, which Antonia really sucks at. She tried to catch some birds with her hands but failed misserably.

kid + angel = true

Angel decided to go for the big move, he proposed to my sister and she said yes! Congratulations so much to both of you! I hope there will be alot of cake at the wedding! :)

powermeet

"The Biggest American show in the world in Västerås, Sweden. More cars, more people, more swap meet vendors than you can believe. A friendly carnival atmosphere makes Power Big Meet the ideal vacation spot!

Over 10.000 cars. Street Rods, Customs, 50's cruisers, 60's muscle cars, Corvettes, Mustangs, Camaros – you name it and it will be at Power Big Meet. Last year we had visitors from 26 countries including the USA, Russia Canada, Mexico, Australia, Japan, Israel, Turkey, Marocco and almost all European countries. It is truly a world wide event. We welcome you and your friends to Västerås!"

We kind of went there, atleast we considered it, but instead we went to meet Ias, Linn and some others and just say hi etc then go home again.
In the middle of the night the same day we realized that we needed some butter to make cookies so we went to a gas station since thats the only thing opened 24/7, on our way we did see some of the cars etc and Antonia seemed to be alot more interested in the whole thing than she first thought. I am so very uninterested in cars and most people get there only to get drunk and hang out with people, and I dont drink and Im not very social so it is 100% boring!

moving

The big day is getting closer and closer, I am soon moving to germany! Antonia is getting more and more worried that I will be unhappy because I cant maintain my current lifestyle when I have a job. She is worried that I will be unhappy because of all the people I have to "leave behind". What she doesnt seem to understand is that I see this as a tremendous opportunity! Get a job, get some life experience, move in with my girlfriend, learn a new culture, a new language, get more involved in her life and relatives, its amazing! I love it! I am absolutely not having any second thoughts or anything like that, I am just looking forward to it!
What I am not looking forward to is the cleaning-my-appartment-part of the move, that is gona be very tedious, especially since I will be working during the days.

Today I got a very cute SMS from my sister:
"Shit, Jag kan inte sova, föreställer mig hur det kommer vara att krama dig för sista gången på jättelänge. Kommer sakna dig. Jag älskar dig verkligen."
That really touched me.. Aahw hun I love you so much!!

random

- The sex is amazing.
- I am so fucking inlove!
- My dad left to the philippines, wont see him for a loong time.
- I have ordered the 'hits' & 'rarities' albums by Looptroop.
- I think I have a superbrain, I and Antonia met for a reason, evolution.