moving

Guess what!! 29th of July I am indeed moving to germany! Gona move in with my girlfriend Antonia in her moms place, we will have a 4-room appartment to share with her awesome brother JT, it is gona be amazing! They are very generous and refuse to accept money for rent, all they ask for is for me to help paying for electricity and water! They are also trying their best to find me a job, its.... so incredible, what they do for me.. They are literally really taking care of me and I am ever so thankfull! I am overwhelmed by their helpfulness and I am really excited, its gona be so awesome to be able to be with Antonia everyday, go to bed with her, wake up with her, spend the days with her, cook for her and have crazy sex with her xD my life is gona be so luxurious! I love her family and I get along great with her siblings and I am sure we will have lots of fun together, even if Tonia doesnt feel like joining.
Her oldest brother Ray wants me to babysit his really cute daughters, for payment, how lucky I am.. Getting to play around with children and also get money for it..

I will live there for about a year, thats atleast the plan, then Antonia and I are gona move to Sweden together, study here at the university and I will get my drivers license.

We really have our future planned and it feels so indiscribable amazing and official, I am so happy and it feels like this is really a huge step in the right direction. I am happy, very very happy.



Moving to germany is good for me, not only because I will get to be with Tonia, but for other reasons aswell. I am very tired of school right now, it is really draining all my energy, even when I dont put any energy into it.. Financially it will help me out also, I cant afford the appartment I am renting at the moment and I dont have the required disciplin to pull myself together and get a job. However! That is very much beacuse I know that everything will always turn out okay in the end, one way or the other, thanks to my parents.. Here is the good thing, when I am in germany I wont dare to just sit around, there wont be any other option than taking whatever job I can get to contribute, I need the pressure to perform, and I need Antonias support to not crack under the pressure, its a perfect combination.

italy

Antonia have spent ten days in italy with school, I thought it would be really hard to be without her for that long, but I must say I were able to have a really good time! Now she is back though, and I must say that it feels really really amazing, I missed her loads while she were away, we didnt have to much time to talk during those days.



Antonia, while you were away, I missed you very much. I was not sad very often though, I missed you because I wanted to share the good times I had with you, not missed you because I was sad and wanted your comfort. I belive that is something very important and beautiful, that we want to share our good times with eachother and ofcourse be there for eachother when one has a hard time.

Aaaaah, I am so happy.. heh :) Love my life right now! Pretty surprising heh, considering my last blog-entry? Well, thank Toni and thank Ias and thank everyone in my life, I am so happy to have you guys!

While Antonia were in italy, 6poolrush (..I guess its time to start calling him Johan) and I had alittle 2-player-LAN going on at my place to get some schoolwork done. But as always, we didnt study very much, instead we played Starcraft and watched Starcraft games.
One day Johan and Grobo got a basketball and we starting playing some together, since then we have played almost everyday and god we suck! Getting alittle better now though but I am still really crappy.. Atleast we are having alot of fun and thats what counts (except in games)!
I havent decided what team to join yet though, I bet everyone in NBA will want me when the season starts ;)

bbq

J0k3, Ias, fyrk0, Linn, Madde & Cissi + Ramnäs + BBQ = success.
We had a gathering, met to eat together and have a good time and we really did! Thank you Cissi so much for the unbelivably tasty food and thanks everyone for a great evening! Some had alittle bit to much to drink though (Rasmus (A)) ;)



Was great fun, can we please do it again?

family

Mom moved to an appartment in Västerås, its beautiful and I hope I will see her more often from now on before I move to germany :)

Therese had a birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

B4loo got his drivers license, congratulations!

Elias turn 3 years old tomorrow! On friday I am going to visit him and give him his present and sing for him :)

school

Even though our little study-LAN didnt go as planned, we have been able to get some schoolrelated work done, we have now presented the chat-program (C-programming) again and this time we passed without having to do any changes etc.
We have also started with the Linux-project and finished more of the Linux-laborations, our goal is to be finished with the whole Linux course before monday, we will see how that goes. After that I have german, the C-exam and math to worry about, I belive everything except math will go smoothly.

Tomorrow (well, six and a half hour from now) I have a meeting with my student counsellor and I hope he/she can clear some things up for me. Guess I should hurry up and finish writing this already so I can get some sleep :E

watched

I have seen two really great movies lately, I am Sam and Martian Child, I really recommend those.
And ofcourse I have been watching every single Starcraft-game casted by Tasteless, at the moment its Averatec-Intel Classic 2008 Season 1, check it out. Thanks to Rakaka, GosuGamers and TeamLiquid for their awesome SC-coverage.

tibia

Once again, we are back to Celesta. Saphira is so fucked up, aint fun to play there anymore and my friends were killed for no reason. It feels good to be back in Celesta tbh, its really relaxing and fun. I also have a good amount of money here since I managed to worldtrade lots of items and I have sold Aerin Slarus for ingame-cash on Celesta. I have also used my dads paladin to make quests such as DHQ, Annihilator and Pits of Inferno, so money keeps rolling in :) Now my dad has decided to start playing again also, since all of us are back at Celesta.
Doing good so far, my character is named after the best SC-caster of all times, Tasteless!



final

Bedtime for me now, just want to say this again so noone misses it, I AM HAPPY! I am very much inlove and I am feeling great! Thanks Ias, thanks Antonia and thanks mom!





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