antonias visit

Antonia was here for about two weeks, she went back to Germany some days ago and I miss her immensely..
The days she were here were the best days in a really long time, perhaps the best time ever.
While she is around I feel so alive, totally comfortable and really loved. The way she make me feel when she is around is kind of dangerous, because now I feel so extremely empty whenever I am without her, she is a part of me, when I am not with her I am not complete.



We didnt really do any spectacular things, we just lived our normal lives together with eachother and it was so beautiful. I found joy in everything, even the most everyday things such as shopping, cooking and cleaning. We did spend alot of time in the kitchen together, cooked the most tasty dishes I've eaten for ages, such as Tacos, Tacopie, Sausage-soup, chili con carne and the neverending classic and her favourite, köttbullar & makaroner. We also baked some cakes and cookies.
Whenever we went shopping, which we did daily, I tried to teach Antonia swedish and she really learned alot in a very short time, she is very talanted and I am so proud of her! Shopping with her was fun every single time, walking around in the store, planning what to get and every once in a while just walk between the shelves and point at stuff and having her saying what its called in swedish (she had some minor problems with the swedish words for "newspaper" and "cornflakes" but now she knows them too).
What else have we been doing? Well ofcourse we have played games and watched alot of movies and series. We saw some one really good movie called The Bucket List which I really recommend everyone to watch, we also saw some other movies, such as The Notebook and Lars and the real Girl. Most of the time we were watching episodes of a comedy series called "Malcolm in the Middle", she introduced the series to me and I totally love it, it is really amazing and makes me laugh alot.
I decided to show Antonia a great little game called Bunguru and she loves it, she got kind of addicted to it only a few minutes after I showed it to her but it didnt take her long to finish the game. She needed something more challanging I guess, because one day she decided to install Tibia! After some hours of grinding and learning she was already in Thais, killing rats in the sewers with her sorcerer, oh wow I am so proud of her. She really learn fast, not only ingame, always! It is really fun to see her run around in Tibia and having a good time, it makes me glad and think about how I was when I was a beginner. While she was learning the game, I played pretty much myself, I did do the Annihilator Quest with my paladin at level 100, picked the Demon Armor as reward, heh I was so proud and everyone were surprised to see me get out of there alive.
When the "Averatec-Intel Classic" (Starcraft Tournament) games started we watched some of the games live over GOMTV.net, tasteless was shoutcasting some amazing games between stork, Mind, Flash and sAviOr. He did a really good job and a couple of times Antonia and I laughed out loud to his comments, "Drones are chilling, keep it real", it was alot of fun and I am glad that Antonia and I share the interest of Starcraft Progames.
What else did we do? We were invited to Dennis and his girlfriends place for dinner so we spent one evening there, it was very pleasant and the food was, as always, amazingly tasty. We were talking, eating and watching a movie called Flood, it wasnt very good imo, but it made me think about how you value a human life. Would you kill 10 people to save your best friend or a family member? Would you let hundreds of people die to save someone special to you? Would you save 20 children instead of 50 adults? Would you kill someone to save yourself? Would you kill fifty people to save yourself? Would it matter if it was by pushing a button or pulling the trigger or stabbing with a knife? What do you think?
Oh by the way, Dennis is becomming a dad! Congratulations to him and his girlfriend, I hope everything will go well! By the way, n33Lu just gave birth to her son, congratulations to you too. I actually do think that Antonia and I will one day get kids together, I really hope so, because I feel like she really is the one for me.
When Antonia and I were just lying around, talking about how much we love eachother, we sometimes started to try to convince that we love the other more than he or she does, we could argue this point forever so the matter was settled by wrestling, I love her more than she loves me ;). It could also happen that we just started to dance all of a sudden while we were cooking or walking past eachother, sometimes the dancing escalate to sex and sometimes to more wrestling.
We met alot of people while she was here, Ias & Linn, my parents, 7ur3, Dennis and a couple of others, everyone loves her (ofcourse they do! shes perfect!) and I am so proud of her swedish so I always make her speak some when others are around !! :)
One evening we went out to play some basketball but ended up in the swings at the playground, we had such a great time, I was pushing her to give her speed and then we competed in who could jump the farthest (once again, I owned her). We had some more fun in the swings ;) and then climbed a playstand and lied ontop of it for a while just talking and enjoying each others company.
Writing this brings back memories, I miss her so incredibly much already and I have only been away from her for some days.. We already bought tickets for summer (now I owe her about 320 Euro for all the trips etc!), she is comming to Sweden again and I am so much looking forward to that. My life is so much better when she is around..
I didnt write anything about sex yet (kind of), are you interested in the details? Fuck you :P Our sexlife is awesome, we are both extremely lazy but we find solutions to everything ;) The sexlife we have is far from boring, its lovely, Antonia is so damn sexy.

school

I have finally finished the Computercommunication and network course, I was so happy when I came home from the final test because I knew I had passed and I knew Antonia would be so proud of me.
I have also finished the Chat-program (again ;p) and I will hopefully present it the teacher sometime soon.
German is going pretty well, it is more difficult than I expected, I dont remember the grammar very well and my vocabulary is pretty small but I think it will turn out fine in the end.

tibia

As I mentioned earlier, I have done the Annihilator Quest now with my level 100 Paladin, "15:07 You have found a demon armor. 15:07 You see a demon armor (Arm:16). It weighs 80.00 oz.".



After that I started to focus on my druid which is now level 51. At level 48 I opened the Druid-seal for the Pits of Inferno and hunted some Hellfire Fighters with my friends, but no Magma coat/legs yet but I will be back ;)
Sander the man got level 100 on his second character now, congratulations mate! You own.

looptroop

23 April - Västerås(S) - Release Party @ Pluto
I'll be there.



happy birthday arachnatur

Today Arachnatur turns 30! Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you!

lately

Since Antonia left it has been very empty here, I didnt do much, walked around with my sister at some kind of get-a-job-exhibition, it was crowded and annoying. Most of the time awake I have spent on Tibia, talking to Antonia or watch the beginning of the series Supernatural which is really interesting imo.

appartment

I promised a friend to post some pictures of my appartment, so here you are!