ten great days - 08/01/08

christmas 2007

This years christmas was for me special, I woke up at Ias place (do I need to say more? It already sound like a perfect xmas!) - then his mother picked us up and she dropped me of at my sisters place. We sat around for a while and talked before we headed to our parents house where we ate and opened some presents. Five minutes later we were bored to death so me and my sister went to Ias place to spend the day with them instead, which was a very smart move, I had a good time. We talked, played games, ate and relaxed.



What did I get at christmas?
Alot of people has been asking, I got some clothes, money, a book (Looserhandboken) and a PS2 controller (Pink!)! Only good stuff this year :)

the trip to germany

When I arrived in Germany I was very excited, nervous and happy. While waiting for my luggage I wrote Antonia a SMS, telling her I was at the airport and asked when they would be there. A few seconds later she replied, telling me that she was there waiting already. My bag arrived and I headed towards where I knew she was waiting, holding the rose I bought for her tight in my sweaty hand. GAH! There she was, I saw her, and she smiled at me, I was so happy, it was crazy! We just stared at eachother as we got closer and closer to eachother and when we got into reach we hugged very tightly. Needless to say, I was very happy, I had finally arrived, finally met her and hugged her. I fell inlove with her scent, her smile, her!



We talked abit, then went to the car and the trip to her place started. She lived a few hours away, so we had alot of time to talk and hold hands :) We stopped at McDonalds to eat, I cant even remember if I were hungry, I think my body didnt really have time to worry about stuff like that, it was to busy smiling like crazy and look at the beautiful woman in the seat infront of me! We kissed! \o/!!

When we arrived at her place I met Chillow and her brother, JT aka Jinnnn, I love them! :P
I was pretty exhausted because of the trip so we went to bed, wonderfull day!

- lan

We went to a LAN Party where we met Ray and some other geeks, we played some Dota and stuff when someone suggested Starcraft! Toni and I challenged them: 2on2. First game we were both playing Zerg, both went 6poolrush and we won after 5:04 minutes! Second game we played Terran, kicked their asses again, it was so much fun ^^, after their second crushing defeat we took a SC-break and started to play Quake3 instead :) After some warming up with CTF I played a 1on1 against their best player on PRO-DM6, won first game, I was so proud ;P He wanted a rematch and I lost that game, but I blame it on the laptop ;) (and his crazy railgun u_u.)



- cuddle

We didnt game all the time though, we spent many hours just lying down in bed relaxing, cuddling and kissing, watching movies or listen to music. So many hours of talking, laughing, thinking, crying, caring and just holding each others. I miss to hold her in my arms, I miss to have her arms around me, I miss to look into her eyes, to look at her smile.. I miss her so much. We really really had a great time together, ten great days.

- more gaming

We played even when we werent at the LAN, we had some 2on2 Dotas, played Portal and Grim Fandango. None of us had played Grim Fandango eariler, but when we were talking about games I mentioned it and we decided to try it out, so Antonia, JT and I downloaded it and spent many hours solving the puzzles to see what would happen with our little Manny :)



The game was great, the story and riddles were interesting. I dont know if it deserves the title as "One of the best adventure games ever made" though, but I am pretty hard to please when it comes to games (yeah yeah, now everyone who knows that I play Tibia laughs out loud) :P

- kaufhaus!

What else did we do? We went shopping, colatime! It was even fun to buy food with her, wow, she must be really special, right? ;) She is very good at making food also, but when I move to Germany she wont have to cook for me anyway, I love their kebab! I'll eat nothing else! :D Now when Im writing this and thinking back, I really miss her alot - to stand behind her and hug her while she was trying to focus on making us stuff to eat, to walk around in the store trying to explain "nyponsoppa", to eat the food she makes and just lean against her shoulder :)

- new years eve

At new years we went to Fulda to look at fireworks and stuff, I got introduced to Chillow's beautiful sisters and we were discussing "The imba bluescreen of death" or something ;D By holding Antonias hand, kissing her, I got the best possible start of this year. I will never forget that.

- sex

woooow!

- cipsoft

I've been playing Tibia for a couple of years and most people who knows me, knows how addicted I am to that game and how much I love it! Tibia is created by CipSoft, and their office is in Regensburg - Germany.
I've been talking to Craban for along time, and since he is working for CipSoft I asked if we could meet! And since I'm a übergeek and Tibia is the root of my addiction, I asked if he could show me around in their office and stuff when we meet! He arranged so we could do that, and also so I could meet some other friends, but unfortunatly we never got around to meet this time, but next time we will for sure!



- next time

Antonia has booked a flight already to Sweden, she will come around easter if nothing goes wrong. I cant wait to see her again, I am inlove \o/

school

Well.. everything is not as perfect as it seems.. its actually pretty rough at the moment..



So, I guess the title and the picture speaks for itself, doesnt it? School + Game Over.
I fucked up, this time bigtime..
I havent got the ammount of points that CSN requires to give me money for my studies. Which means I cant pay my rent. Which means im in trouble. So, either I figure out a way to get money really damn quick, or I'll have to move. But its not that simple, I cant just fall back on my parents right now, since they are splitting up atm, looking for new appartments for themselves, there is absolutely no guarantee that there will be room for me to crash at till I've fixed school, and even if there is, I wont have money to be able to go to school unless they live close or get me a bike. Well well.. I'm gona see what I can do.. I really dont want to move out.. I like it here, I'm just dissapointed in myself for letting it go this far. It is not because school is to difficult, no, not at all, its because I didnt give school enough time. Not even close. (not even any)

random things

  • I'm back in Saphira (Tibia).
  • 7ur3 made a homepage! Check it out.
  • Tasteless, famous for his shoutcasting on big international events such as WCG, is now moving to South Korea - to cast live on Korean TV.
  • Everyone who read, please comment! I'm curious who takes a look :)






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    Ray
    11. Jan 2008
    Hey Joke, nice looooooong blog, very much fun to read, sorry to my sis will marry a broke lazy ass :-P hahaha
    J0k3.se
    10. Jan 2008
    Igor! You are very welcome to come and stay at my place for a few days if you want :)
    Blind Priest
    10. Jan 2008
    Ah, btw, I forgot to tell. I may be travelling to Europe on February. I will have to pick my girlfriend's grandmother that is in France (she is afraid of flying back to Brazil alone), and I'm thinking about going a week or 2 earlier and just make some trips around Europe. I was thinking that I could maybe go to Sweden to meet you and have a dinner or a lunch together, but I will check if I will really do this travel. Have a great year again!
    Blind Priest
    10. Jan 2008
    Hello Joakim!! I've read the things you posted here and well, I think that I am not the correct person to tell you something, but I feel like the things will get better for you. It's sad to hear from your parents, you know I've been trough something similar this year, but I can tell you that everything is better now than before. I think that soon the sun will shine again for you. Guess what I recieved from the mail today. Hahaha, I'm still waiting for the snowman pic! hehe. But dont worry, please, if it is too much trouble or too much expensive (I have no idea of how much 11 KR means..), you can send the pic by email, I will see it anyway. :D It is up to you. I hope you have a great new year. Thanks for the postal! Cya!
    IAS
    09. Jan 2008
    Khan det blir nog för mycke naket så kan nog inte uploada dom :D Puss j0k3
    Zacker
    09. Jan 2008
    And ohh, I hope you get the stuff with school, money and your apartment worked out. School is something you really should take care of, you have the potential!
    Zacker
    09. Jan 2008
    I saw you posted on Facebook that you had udpated the blog, which left me with no other choice than to go read it instantly as it's always a great read!:) I am very happy on your behalf regarding your relationship with what seems like such a fine young lady. It does indeed shine through that you are SO much in love mate!:) Now I just want more pictures of her;) I just realized that I need to write a book about your life one day J0k3, just so you know!;)
    Vladimir
    08. Jan 2008
    Hehehe, I was smiling every second while reading your post. It's like a novel... better... a true story!!! Wish you very best in this new year, and... get a job! :D
    Khan
    08. Jan 2008
    Upload pictures from your trip !
    7ur3
    08. Jan 2008
    ^_^
    elon
    08. Jan 2008
    actually got a tear in my eye then i red about antonia because it was so freakin' cute! (; "yeah yeah, now everyone who knows that I play Tibia laughs out loud" oh yes! ;P
    Viktor the göteborgarn
    08. Jan 2008
    Jag läser alltid! ;D puss jocke
    V3gas
    08. Jan 2008
    Good luck with antonia dude :) And to bad with the rent etc =/ well, good luck in rl etc. =)