first of all..

I have to ask if someone can help me figure out something that keeps me up at night, something I am not able to wrap my head around and I just dont have the energy to struggle with this mystery by myself!

In "Harry Potter" (and a whole lot of other shows/books/movies/stories) people are using magic and spells, for example the evul dude YOU-KNOW-WHO practises "Avada Kedavra" right and left, while Hermionie shouts out "Alohomora" every now and then. My trouble now is, HOW (and by who) are those spells INVENTED/CREATED/DISCOVERED? You are often required to do a certain movement with your wand while you say the magic phrase at the same time to perform a spell, so it seems very unlikely that they just stumble upon them on random, which means someone must have created the spell and then people learned from them, but how on earth do you create a spell? Specify what its supposed to do, while deciding how to move the wand and what to say.. Or is it just something thats there? All the time? Gravity-like? That seems very unlikely to me ;/ Damn.. this is the kind of stuff I think of when i doze of in bed ^^

oh well, now lets get this started!

tremendous amount of congratulations..

..to Johan and Madde, who only a few days ago got their first baby, a boy called Elliot! Must be such an amazing feeling and I am very much looking forward to experience it myself one day :)
And as if this day wasnt special enough already! Raymond (Antonias Brother) & Yvonne got a baby the very same day! Their third little girl, Johanna Halley, congratulations to you two aswell!



Now its only 23 days left till my sister is getting married! Alot of great things going on :) And I've been trying to write a nice speech for this special occasion, problem is that its my first wedding I attend to so I really have no idea whats "supposed" to be said :D But I've decided to do this, without looking up any traditional wedding-speeches on google or so, I dont want to be inspired by people I have no connection too, not in this case atleast, its too special for me. I want it to touch her and her husband and I want them to know that its 100% heart speaking.
Well, speaking about my sister and her husband, they recently went to have a glance at Swedens highest waterfall, I've seen many pictures of it from them and I am sure they had a hell of a great time, it looked really nice! My sister almost got eaten up by a bear! :o



Well well, since its soon time for her wedding, we are soon going to Sweden! Its really soon now and we are looking forward to it alot :) I just hope it wont be so fucking hot outside when we start driving, the last few days have been horrible, way to damn hot! We plan on stopping in Denmark to meet some friends, its gona be great to meet Zacker, N!ckchanger and hopefully Egir finally! Problem is that Im so damn boring without a PC so I dont know how its gona turn out, Im semi-worried that I will feel stressed and want to hurry home also. Toni also wants to visit her friend Thomas, so we wont have alot of time with each person, unless we spend 2 nights in Denmark.

ias & fyrk0

Something that surprised me is that, ever since I got to Germany I have hardly talked to Ias or fyrk0 at all. We do keep ourselves updated about eachother via Bilddagboken however. This is something I really didnt expect, Ive always been very close to Ias (atleast the last couple of years). To me it kind of feel like fyrk0 has "replaced" me, they are all the time hanging out alot and spending very much time together, Antonia think its weird that Im not sad about it, but Im really not, they are both having great fun together and I am happy about that.. I kind of expected it from myself to get jealous in a situation like this, but surprisingly Im not :P Great thing is that they are very soon gona be neighbours! So I will easily be able to visit them both whenever I have time for it :) Sucks though that we will live quite far away from them both ;/ I love them, alot, but its not like I feel sad about being away from them, not at all actually, but maybe thats because I've always known that its just temporarily..
I feel that the super-tight bond we have wont ever disapear, but we are all growing up and our lives are moving on in a pretty quick pace compared to the days of slacking, so it might lose some of its intensity. Ias is working hard, moving in with his girlfriend and she is working aswell.
As for fyrk0, not really sure what his plans are, but he seem to be alot happier nowadays, I love spending time with that crazy boy, nothing will ever change that :)

stupid way of thinking

Is it just me, or are the people I work with pretty stupid to let me choose what to do to the argument: 'Since your leaving soon, you just decide what you want to do, go out and play with the kids or clean the dishes'. Thats kind of like asking two prisoners, who of them should be transfered to a luxurious hotel with great food for the next ten days, when one of them have only 10 days left of their imprisonment while the other has a year, ofcourse they would let the person with a year left get the good treatment. If I were the people at work I would say 'Can you please do the dishes the last two weeks, after your done Im gona have to do it everyday and you never again', that makes so much more sense to me.

dancing queen

On saturday we are going to Antonias graduation-ball, I think its gona be alot of fun and we are gona look so good ^^; Im gona dance with all the hot girls!!!! ;p
That Tonis done with school should lower her level of stress, dont you think? Well she seems to be a work-magnet, she always has ton of stuff to do, after working her ass of with the Abi-zeitung and the oral exams, she has alot of other work to do now, plus her laptop is broken so she has to use my PC (shes now working for a photo-company, retouching photos etc).
Well, her hard work really pays off though, shes making quite a bit of money lately and she is very proud of what she does :) And she really can be, shes doing great, and her grades are like OMFG great!! My girl is so smart :D Imagine our kids, wow.. Must be something extreme considering I'm bleeding from the back of my head lately because my brain is so damn evolved that the rest of the human organs cant even keep up!

wireless

Im using wireless internet atm since our ISP-subscription have ended. It pretty much sucks when playing Dota. I've had alot of great games lately though but I've also had alot of drops and annoying lag. I think I've reached yet another level when it comes to skill and understanding of the game, however its often hard to utilize that when playing with pubs or without proper communication.
I guess I wont play Dota as much now because of the wireless, but thats ok, I got premium account again in Tibia ;P
There has been a new major update in Tibia and I look forward to check it out!

gomtv

After alot of weeks, I've finally cought up, I have now seen every single game on Averatec-Intel Classic Season 3, its awesome as always and I'm looking forward to finally start watching the games live on Sunday mornings :) Too bad Baby has been eliminated, he really showed us some really entertaining games!

flirting

Some girl on the buss has been flirting with me, that was fun lol, how owned she got when she asked where I lived and I said "In Hattenhof with my girlfriend" :D

Well, I think thats about all. Comment! I want to belive that people are still reading this shit :P