rain - 15/06/09

wonderfull rain



Today at 2pm when I was done at work, it was raining so heavily.
I reached into my backpack, pulled out my MP3-player and headphones.
Put the headphones on, covered it with my hood, roll up my sleeves and headed out.

I found it amazing. I turned to volume up 2tm, the rain hit me hard from above but I could hear nothing but the tunes from the speakers, I started singing loudly, I couldnt even hear myself. Everywhere I looked people were packed into bus-stops and crouching under umbrellas, trying to escape the rain.

With some kind of mixture of dance and walk, I headed towards the store to buy myself some Cola. I felt so free, everyone were so bothered by such a stupid thing as rain. I felt like a king, I felt like I am the only one to appreciate the good things and not find negative aspects in everything.

I probably looked like a big fool, lol!

My lack of caring about the surrounding and other peoples thoughts about me makes me outstanding. Hmm that came out wrong, I care about what people say, think, want, belive etc, but I dont get bothered by all stupid things most people do.

I am truly amazing, true story! Damn I feel good right now!
I feel like writing about my day, it wasnt really special, but w/e.

this morning..

... I woke up at 6.20am, shortly before the alarmclock rang to wake me up, I was tired as fuck. Damn, I was really tired.

Shortly before 7am I went out to the bus, it was wet outside but warmer than I expected.
Got into the bus, fell asleep, woke up when it was time to switch bus, entered it, fell asleep (after setting the alarmclock again).
Then I woke up and walked up towards the kindergarten. A couple of the kids ran up to me and hugged me and sat down on my feet so I couldnt walk :P Tickling them always does the trick ;) J0k3 vs. Kids 1-0.

Then I found out that two colleagues from group I work in were sick, I didnt really care.. I mean, I dont want them to feel ill ofcourse, I would prefer if they were healthy and well, but that those two are gone doesnt really make my work harder, thats atleast how I felt this morning :P As long as I have one person with me I can run the kindergarten np ^^!

After throwing the kids around over my shoulders a while I went down to get the breakfast from the kitchen downstairs.. There I found another trainee from the other group crying(?), I asked her whats up and she told me she is very sick and wants to go home but she "cant" because so many others are already sick today. I told her to fuck that and if shes sick just go home! Many people feel like they should go to work even if they are sick, to make themselves look good or to help their co-workers, I dont know, but I think its stupid. If your sick you have a valid reason to take SEMESTER so why not do it.

After telling her its absolutely no problem if she goes home, I can take care of all the work NP (im a hard-worker belive it or not), she decided to stay till after breakfast atleast and see if she feels better then.

So I emptied the dishwasher and brought the food upstairs again, and as I prepared the breakfast I thought about the conversation downstairs and it reminded me of something I had recently with Antonia. So I figured: "Aha, she doesnt want me to say that its okay if she goes home - she wants me to be happy and feel grateful that she stay and helps" - so I went to her and said something like "Your such a fighter! Good job" a few hours later when I saw her again and asked how she felt (she felt very ill still). I didnt really mean it, I think it was kind of stupid to not just go home and get some rest. But it made her feel better. I think.
But I usually always say what I think or nothing at all, so I went up to her again later and said that if shes still sick tomorrow she should just stay home.

Since the co-worker who usually goes shopping were sick today, we didnt have enough butter for breakfast, we had pretty much but since the kids takes like 10kg butter per bread, I only had enough for two small pieces of bread, I was so hungry, meh.

So then it was time to go out, I went out and played with the kids abit.
Then one of the most annoying little pricks climbed up in a tree way higher than they are allowed to, and this little kid keeps annoying the hell out of me, almost everyday. So I went to the tree and asked him to climb down alittle, then he took his shirt of and threw it down into the mud, stupid shithead. I got alittle angry because they are supposed to have their jackets and all on and he threw everything down.
Bah, so I told him to get down and get his stuff back and get dressed, he was like "no", and I asked him again, and he was like "no", and I told him again, he was like "no".
Then something crazy happened, I yelled at him with a voice of a very angry father (thats atleast how it felt) - he looked at me, climbed down, appoligized, dressed, and wanted to play with me. WTF?! I dont know what happened but it felt crazy.

It is often very frustrating to work with kids, especially when its time to do something that they dont want to (eat/clean up/sleep/go to the toilet/etc), but most of the time its a pleasure. I enjoy it alot.

Anyway, then I went to another group of kids who were jumping rope, thats so much fun, and exhausting. Today I managed 48 or 49 or something before I tripped :P Its so hard when noobs swing it ^^ Then the other group came out aswell so I went upstairs to clean the dishes from breakfast (I usually do it directly after we eat, but you cant be out alone with all the kids, impossible to keep an eye on them all).

While cleaning the dishes I was thinking about a new hero in DotA to use against Ray in 1v1 while he uses Sniper. I think I can beat him with most heros but I wanted to make it interesting.
Then the kids came upstairs and it was time for lunch, so I went downstairs and brought it up, it was something sucky as always - at work we always have very nice breakfast but very sucky lunch.

After lunch its just cleaning up for an hour and then go home.
Well, then I went out into the rain as I wrote earlier.
The bus arrived and I entered. The kids and I were talking alot, they asked me if I have a baby, gf, brother, sister, mother etc xD About everyones name and all kind of stuff. I am like the highlight most of the time in the bus, everyone wants to talk with me. xd!

shopping

I HAVE A NEW MONITOR AND I LOVE IT!
Its so fucking huge! 24", Full-HD!
My desktop is really hot, click on the picture:



I was also very close to buy a USB NES-controller:



But luckily (for my economy), my dad said he would buy it for me instead. But now he doesnt have any money ;/
Also, I want prem for Tibia again ;o I hope he can buy that too :P
I am so poor, so damn poor, well, actually not, but Antonia never waste any money and I always do so I have to set some limits to myself xD

Well, you know any NES-games that are a must-have except these?
Marble Madness RC Pro-Am RC Pro-AM 2 Punch-Out Castlevania Castlevania 2 Castlevania 3 Contra Metal Gear Snakes Revange Gradius Track & Field Track & Field 2 Super Mario Bros Super Mario Bros 2 Super Mario Bros 3 Excitebike Ice Climber Bomberman Final Fantasy Street Gang Bomberman 2 North & South Zelda Zelda 2 Megaman Megaman 2 Megaman 3 Megaman 4 Megaman 5 Megaman 6 Metroid Xevious Bubble Bobble Tetris Golf Bad Dudes Bionic Commando Chip & Dale Chip & Dale 2 Double Dragon Double Dragon 2 Double Dragon 3 Ducktales Ducktales 2 Flintstones Ghosts 'n Goblins Ikari Warriors Ikari Warriors 2 Ikari Warriors 3 Lemmings Mario Bros. Metroid Ninja Gaiden Ninja Gaiden 2 Ninja Gaiden 3 Paperboy Paperboy 2 Prince of Persia Pro Wrestling Rush'n Attack Ski or Die Solstice Spy vs Spy Turtles Turtles 2 Turtles 3 Tennis Tetris Ultima Wizards & Warriors Wizards & Warriors 3 Ice Hockey

recently

Antonia and I went out to eat at a restaurant, it was really nice and we had a great time! Talking about all kind of stuff, for example lasers/holograms/monitors/thoughts-during-sex/the new dota-version. She also told me about a movie she saw, Vicky Cristina Barcelona. So yesterday we watched that movie together with JT & Katrin, wooow, its a really good movie. I really recommend it.

Well, enough for now - I want to watch some Starcraft games with Tasteless and SuperDanielMan before Antonia gets home :) I hope everyone are OK, I am great! XD

riddle

Find a number consisting of 9 digits in which each of the digits from 1 to 9 appears only once. This number should satisfy the following requirements:
a. The number should be divisible by 9.
b. If the most right digit is removed, the remaining number should be divisible by 8.
c. If then again the most right digit is removed, the remaining number should be divisible by 7.
d. etc. until the last remaining number of one digit which should be divisible by 1.



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J0k3.se
25. Jun 2009
Im glad my internet was down yesterday so you got to write that comment, thanks Zacker, I love to read that. <3
Zacker
23. Jun 2009
Below you will find the usual more or less thoughtful comments from your friend forever, Zacker. Regarding your rain story, I thought it was fantastic to hear! You should be very happy about the ability to do what you did. Remember that life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about learning to sing and dance in the rain! Regarding kids annoying you, well kids are kids for a reason, they do not fully understand the world and it's borders yet. What they seek is that someone takes responsibility and sets limits for what they do. Raising your voice is not neccesarly a bad thing if it was needed. The kids does not do all those wrong things because they are bad kids, they simply just try to push the borders. Getting told where to stop gives them order in their world, which makes them feel safe.
Viktor
15. Jun 2009
Att känna sig så är underbart. Får också det ibland, och jag söker typ efter det, så jävla skönt. (att inte bry sig så jävla mycket om surroundings och sånt, och sånt andra bryr sig om så himla mycket :P).